Cynthia Landon Vautier

(1948-2021)

Because I could not stop for death
He kindly stopped for me

Emily Dickinson

 

 

D Vautier
updated 5-28-2022


cynthia landon vautier - a collage

How I fell in Love


cynthia vautier - last pictureI took this dancing video of my wife this August (2021) working in the back yard on her garden and we laughed about it. Turn the sound on. Just a few months later she died.

Here is the last picture taken of Cynthia before her death.  We were down in Olympia at a rally and I was on the capitol steps wearing my needle outfit.  She was trying to hold onto me so I would not tumble down the steps.
 


cynthia vautier - celebration of lifeCome celebrate

 

slide show
 


cynthia vautier graveOn April 29th, 2022, I buried my sweet wife Cynthia. It was a small affair with just the family in attendance. Her grave lies next to my plot at Bayview Cemetary, Bellingham among all the many other Vautiers and O’rouarks and Jessups. She will be greatly missed. I loved her so.

 

 


Cynthia Landon Vautier
a biography

My Baby's Gone

If you go Away

I'll never find another you

When I Lost You

Before Cyn


HER WRITTINGS

I never knew much about my own grandmother so I present Cynthia the grandmother.

And here are my memories at two and four years of age.           Never let go of life.

So what am I afraid of when I was a little girl? Being alone.           So why did I love my mom?

But when I was a baby things were quite different.   Lost in a Gully.    Here is the baseline for my life.  

My sister Chris.    When Christmas comes.        A Dreaming Life - a poem

We all deal with demons but mine are bad.  Helen - a friend.  Our future is not yet.

Gone - a poem.  On Halloween the witches come.  Birds of prey have nests called aerie.

cynthia vautier at the ocean

Little tiny kittens.     Learning to walk.     Those stairs.    When mom goes away.

And when mom is missed.       They all went to church.  On the Bus.

Let's have scrambled eggsThanksgiving comes but once a year.

We all can be overwhelmed

How does a little girl think.     Alone in the water.  So what is it to be weightless?

Sarcoidosis and panic attacks  


HER LETTERS

Letter to G    Letters to T here and here.   Letters to I here and here.